Lillalexandra a.k.a Lillaxelina ・°°・。 。・°°・(＞_＜)・°°・。

Hi there! 

Well some (most) of you may think this is not a big deal but for me it is (⌒-⌒; )

Yesterday, just like today, and most of days of my life, I was having insomnia and couldn't sleep at all so I was scrolling through tumblr, twitter and Instagram. I don't know why but I saw a picture of Lillalexandras, read the caption and just decided to comment some nonsense  σ(^_^;)

Actually I didn't expect her to even see it since it was pretty late at night, HOWEVER she did answer me and even started following me right away! (＞_＜)

I even took a creen capture. Don't judge me, I was literally freaking out. (And fangirling)

Translation: lillaxelina started following you
lillaxelina has mentioned you in a comment

You see? I though she pressed the following button by accident and would unfollow me in no time, but that didn't happen as I was spazzing out and rambling on Twitter and Tumblr (Hope she never comes across that post orz) (￣◇￣;) 

If you don't know who she is and why am I fangirling so much, here a little introduction to this godess: 

She's my hugest girl crush (⌒-⌒; )  I can't help it

Lillalexandra a.k.a Lillaxelina 

Full name: Alexandra Catherine Axelina 

Country: Sweden 

Birthday: June 17th, 1996 

Tumblr: lillalexandras.tumblr.com // lillaxelinas.tumblr.com

Instagram: Lillaxelina 

Youtube:Lillalexandras 

And only one year older than me... ＿|￣|○ 

Anyway, she is like some kind of internet idol? I don't know, but just on instagram she has around 33k followers! That's crazy! 

She's really pretty and even models sometimes. I believe her signature features are her white wavy hair, thick eyebrows and lip piercing, although I personally think she has a really cute nose and pretty eyes.

She seems really nice and lovely, and down to earth too. I've been following her for a while now and at first I would have never guessed that she actually likes manga, anime and kpop （＾∇＾）

Just the kind of people I would like to be friends with ~ haha 

I wish I was as pretty as her ~ 。・°°・(＞_＜)・°°・。 

With love

Susy

Movie Night and my Baby Bunny Pet *･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*☆彡

Hi there! 

It's been a while I know, I'm sorry, I just didn't know what to blog about, but here I am again. 

Some days ago I had a Pyjama Party/Movie Night at my friend's, but we first went to my house, since the weather was so nice and she wanted to go to the pool (￣^￣)ゞ 

I, on the other hand, didn't want to since I was on The Days but anyway... 

While she was "swimming" I was taking her pictures and of course some selcas (⌒-⌒; )

Later we went grocery shopping and got LOTS of food. Pizzas, greek yoghourt, strawberries, ice pops, pop corns, chocolate bars with cookies and oreos, more oreos... When we arrived, her mom was getting ready for dinner with her friends, so we made a quick dinner (Cheese omelette with ketchup), put the pizzas in the oven, made the pop corns we bought and... Movie Night was ready! We watched 21 Jump Street, Easy A, Silent Hill 2 and Kill Bill ~（＾∇＾）☆彡 

She chose 21 Jump Street and Silent Hill 2 and I wanted to watch Easy A, Kill Bill vol. 1&2 and Chloe but she fell asleep before we could watch them all（ーー；）

Aaaaaaanyway that day she met my beloved Loki Logan Erik no Geen Goblin Winter Soldier Charles Xavier IV a.k.a Loki a.k.a Fluffy. Don't ask me why I chose such a weird and long name, it just happened. (⌒-⌒; )

She's a 4 month old snow white Angora rabbit I got myself for my Birthday. I just finished exams, I was turning 17 and... I wanted a pet. 

Loki is really calm and quiet, doesn't bit and I could cuddle her all day and she wouldn't do anything but listen to my heartbeat and lick my arm when I pet her. It's seriously the fluffiest thing ever. 

With love

Susy

A Midsummer Night's Reflection

Last week I came back from my holiday in Barcelona and because of some... Things, I've been acting like a hikkikomori all these days... Reading mangas, playing videogames, watching movies, series and animes and not leaving my room at all, but I think it's time to finally cope with all these feelings and thoughts.

I wasn't angry, I was just so sooo disappointed with my so called friends... I knew it wasn't my fault if they acted like total assholes but it still hurted so much. People say "I made a mistake, it won't happen again" and think that everything will be fine, but it won't, of course it won't. 

If I ask you which is the capital city of the UK and you say Praga, that is a mistake, but if I continiously ask you if you know what's going on, if everything is O.K and you keep on saying "I don't know, everything is fine", when obviously there is something fishy and you're obviously lying to me, I don't consider it a mistake. 

How do I know it won't happen again? If you didn't trust me enough to tell me something as huge as this, why would you tell me next time? What have changed? That we found out about it? I don't think it's a meaningful reason for me to trust you again. Because you were my friends and I trusted you, but now I don't.

And you ask me to not give as good as I get, to not keep things from you like you did to me... Yet how can I do that when I don't feel like telling you anything anymore, I don't actually feel like talking to you anymore.